What if I'm gone

Was just wondering, what if I am taken back to heaven this very night? What will be the impact on the people around me?

Yeah, as you would have guessed, something didn't go well

Benedict, my church friend when I was in New Hope International Fellowship Tokyo, was coming over and since he's coming for only 1 and half day, I had to find time to accompany him somewhere. Not to mention that I got out of camp 2 hours later than expected because my boss just had to hold a meeting at the time, what's more? My phone rang numerous times while I was on my way home.

Where is the Safety's Checklist file?

Who can be the SOC pacers?

What will the men who are not taking IPPT nor SOC be doing?

Can you ask if these 2 people would like to participate in something?

Sir, can you come over to sign something?

Just to add a few and what's worse? Some of the questions were repeated several times in various phonecalls. Was just thinking, what will my Company do without me. Yet, I do not possess any technical know-how, so why am I still bugged when they should be able to settle things by themselves? The Army, I find, is giving officers too much responsibilities. Take our oversea exercise as an example, in the few days when officers where separated from the rest, so many things were not done, items were lost, the boys lacked direction.

Just as our Prime Minister was mentioning that Ministers in the top echelon should not be held responsible for the mistakes of the subordinates; I am punished heavily while my subordinates got out unscathed. In the remarkable statement (rephrased) that : "To hold someone responsible till a person is afraid of making mistakes in itself is the biggest mistake." Well, perhaps, I'm not that top to be sheltered yet. Or there is something wrong with the system.

Coming home after bringing my friend around, Mum started bombarding me with her ideas on somethings that I have yet to finalised. She was trying to put her 2 cents' worth of ideas but I wasn't really in the condition to listen. Sometimes, I do miss the days in University when Icould have some peace, whenever I needed