お祭り

Went to the Japanese School with Juejing in the evening and as expected he was late!!! Moreover, he was late by 30 minutes and all I could do was to listen to my Ipod while standing at the bus-stop, the song Milk Tea came up ... 同じバス停　雨の坂道　ひとつの傘で ... haiz...

Anyway, was astonished by how crowded the place was. With mums holding the hands of the kids, girls in 浴衣, families sitting around enjoying their 焼きそば lol It wasn't that enjoyable and it wouldn't be enjoyable even if Juejing was a girl because the only people I saw enjoying themselves fully were kids below the age of 6 (lol, the urge to become a dad soon had kicked in again)

But most surprising of all, I got to meet May Lin who attends the Cornerstone now, she invited me to the Japanese bible study class this week (well, may drop by to see how it's done)

Then went to town to meet up with Youfeng to load some classified documents into his laptop. He should have met me at City Hall but he made me go to Clarke Quay instead, but haiz ... I'm such a nice guy so alright. And hey, his girlfriend is cute, quite surprising because he wasn't so popular in my office lol

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土曜日に他人の彼女を見て、やはり寂しくなる。そして何度も自分に確かめたくなり：杏ちゃんに執着していいのか。俺、もし探してみれば、いい人を見つけられるのかなぁ？でも、俺は杏ちゃんが好きってことは変わらないよ

本人に聞くのは怖い。単純の友達だよって言われたら、自分が落ち込むと思う。そして、本気で話せば、杏ちゃんの中にはきっと自分の地位もあるはず、その理由で今どうしても嫌われたくなくて、今度会える日まで待っているため恋愛を心の奥に閉じ込めることに

俺にはやっぱり杏ちゃんでいいと思う。杏ちゃんだから、寂しくても我慢したいよね。とりあえずは。