Was at church having cell group this evening and reached home after 12. Can't imagine having to wake up again at 6.30am but then, Friday is weekend to me so I'm sure I can get over it.
Sermon on Sunday was dense and cell topic was to relive the sermon message.
Yeah, Lot chose the easy way out, believing his eyes and chose because the valley looked good.
What if I'm choosing a difficult path when God's way is actually the easier, the clearer one?
I'm making arrangements to step out of my comfort zone because I believe I will be happier this way (Yeah, I'd hate to remain in this comfortable environment without giving a fight). The chance of realising my hope may just be 1% or less but I'd rather press on than to give up; at the end of the day, I'd rather have tried but fail than simply failed to try. Yeah, I think I'm stupid but at least, I'd have no regrets. It's like I'll pray a few years for God to change His heart but if He doesn't, at least I know that I've done all I can to move His mighty muscle, just that He wouldn't budge.
Is there someone who'll pray with me but not judge me? Who is willing to hear because he cares? And who can I tell and still not feel awkward in time to come? Who will pray with me but won't probe until I wish to say more? Haha, another emo entry.
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