2008年10月24日金曜日

I'm an old man at 27

I always wonder how others could have so much energy. Helping out in this, taking part in that, planning to do this and that. Perhaps they have the discipline to really plan in advance, while I prefer going by my mood, especially when I have a long weekend.

Just consoling myself because I have to work from home anyway, with that I try not to plan for anything yet. There's this BYO in church but it was too much of a hassle for me to 'help out' after 5 days of work. I need some space, want to enter a house with no one inside, not even my parents, brother or my dog. Yeah, I missed living alone sometimes. I am indeed a loner. Think I might have grown older by a decade over the past few days, I started considering whether some things are worthed the sacrifice. But there are several things that I will risk all just to have, if "all" refers to my life, then there are some people whom I don't mind sacrificing my life for.

Met Malcolm and Kelvin Hoon on Tuesday, quite cool to meet friends in such a way.

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