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I was dozing off before my computer this afternoon, haven't slept much over the past few days, thanks to the Man U match, early morning tennis, my yandao brother's sms in the early morning, and the stress arising from having to meet with Chuan Poh. Anyway ... I enjoyed that kind of feeling, shuffling between consciousness and unconsciousness, but when I got myself awake after some 20min, I saw pages of 'ddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd....'

Hope no one else noticed that

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Coco before Chanel

Don't we love tales about rags-to-riches? That through luck and determination, there would be a chance to rise up the ranks, to a higher social status. Many people chose the easy way, to become the mistresses or rich figures or dream about marrying into a rich family but she chose to work her way out. I guess, if the Englishman had taken her in as his wife, we would never have the brand called 'Chanel'.

ものすごくせつなく、寂しい物語。ちょうど今日は職場の同僚に話してみて、今の世界でも、階級として人を分かれていることがある。平凡な家庭から育ってきて、上に這い上がるには憧れの Admin Service に入らないとなかなか無理じゃないかと

例えお金持ちの彼女ができていても、あまりうまくいかず、本当に杏ちゃんの時にはすでに体験できて、あんな人と付き合っても、自信がないというか、ふさわしくないコンプレックスは自分がどうしても捨てられなくて。

どっちかと言えば、お金持ちのほうになりたいよね。今のは夢を持つべきか、それとも、現実的に自分の居場所を慣れていくべきのか

By the way, I saw Pl 4 Ahmad at the cinema, he is working part-time there, GV Marina