Change

I had always thought that I am the egoistic kind. The kind who thinks too highly of himself.

I wasn't expecting a return of prayer, I just felt that Pastor needed some encouragement but got a dose of her prophesy instead. But the thing that really caught me by surprise was: No more condemnation.

I had to clarify, do you mean my condemnation on others? or others' condemnation towards me? But the answer was "your condemnation of yourself, times when you thought too lowly of yourself and lost the identity in Christ"

Took a cab to Haw Par Villa for my dinner and the taxi driver was extremely chatty. I don't usually take the front seat when I'm alone but somehow, I sat in front today and he began by asking about my phone, and then started talking to me about church, etc. He's from Zion Gospel Mission. He wasn't a learned man but his groundings were there, he talked much about what I had already known and could only agree with him. But the line which shook me was "Condemnation does not come from God but from Man".

Have I been too self-conscious? Have I been beating myself too hard over my imperfections? Well, at least I know that I'll not be losing sleep over this =)