Guess my fire is dying out, it is tough to focus, any Jordan attributed it to ORD-mood.
I had tried not to let it get onto me but it was distracting, knowing that I'd be leaving soon, yet I have nothing really to look forward to, not to mention that it is the peak period before it is time for me to leave, I had always felt that my swansong was the Policy Talks last month.
It is tough because I was to go for the past 4+ months, because I'm being left out of some issues, because I have to juggle and look towards the new office, because it begins to suck to come to office before 9, only to leave at 9 on a regular basis.
It used to be the sense of pride and professionalism to do a good job, for self-satisfaction but I'm slowly getting irritated doing just that. Somehow I'm getting careless too, and it doesn't help when luck is never on my side - Sorry Ian and Anna last evening (it was funny though)
Haiz... All the 5-cents, 10-cents stuff are getting me crazy. I want to get on them fast and to shake them off but they continue to cling on. Amendments after amendments only to see that a meeting is over in 15 minutes.
I think I need a break. My brain just wouldn't function when it struck 7pm today. I can do an overseas trip anytime soon.
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