Feel like going on a holiday when I heard that Stacey is flying to Australia this coming Saturday. I had a sudden desire to spend X'mas in Tokyo again (yeah, X'mas is a romantic time in Japan).
I was checking out the SQ tickets and they were already on waiting list, haiz ... should I? or shouldn't I? My yandao brother just told me that he's gotten attached for half a year and I was like ... really?!?! how time flies and what have I been doing in these 6 months?
"but you're not looking" - came his response.
there is a tendency for me to return and wallow in the emotional black hole by flying to Tokyo, but it is also my sanctuary. Just as the hospital is a place when people pass on, it is also the place where babies are born.
I mentioned that Pui, Hannah and Stacey are always going to Australia; Chi Fai is always excited about flying to Hong Kong; and I feel disgusted when my Mum won't travel anywhere apart from Hong Kong, that I felt embarrassed to be conscious that I'm going to Tokyo (again)
I guess I understand why people choose to return although they have already spent many years there as a student, it is just different. Guess I'll spend all my bonus in the December trip, if this comes through.
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