It's not that I don't want to help in the house, but I want to be able to plan when I'm required to do something. Yeah, I do find housework a chore and it contributes to my burnt out, and that's why I tend to procrastinate on such stuff.
That's why I tried to dissuade Mum from painting the house, but she wouldn't listen. I could feel she was getting irritable since the start of it, which is also understandable because she IS indeed the only one still doing it.
She asked me to help her with the higher part of the wall behind the TV this afternoon. She knew that I'm going out (though I hadn't tell her the time) and in my mind, I needed to know the time. My instantaneous expression must have been horrible but well, could you let me know in advance what your expectations are? Instead of something ad-hoc.
She's calling off the event for Dad, citing that we should know what parents really want.
I didn't have anything good to think of my Mum for that moment: I'm not doing that to get favours or to think that it's what my Dad wants. In fact, if I ask, he'd not want something like that but I'm pretty sure he'd be blessed by it. Anyway, I'm taking responsibility if it goes wrong, but I still need the minimum support, the POC to the older generation.
This is just so petty. I wonder how I will comment when I'm asked about the painted walls: It looks wonderful but I still don't think that it's worth the horrible mood swings that came along with it.
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