It was a baptism for me, the honest sharing and declaration just yesterday gave me renewed energy to face work in office. The burden was lifted and I could smile more easily now, even when there are times I may not agree with the bosses' way of doing things.
To recap what happened yesterday on stage, I guess there were other underlying messages that I might not have shared. I have only myself to blame for not bringing notes up the stage.
And reflecting on how it went, I am not sure if the younger kids had gotten the message, that having friends to worship with you would be a second-order reason for us to follow God; because the first-order reason is simply that we are instructed to do that. I worried a little because it seemed as though only the YAs understood what I was saying. Oh well...
And I wonder if I had also dwelled to much on my unhappiness at work because people came and asked me about it. Although Stacey explained that it was probably because it was a "happy ending" that others remember the highlight from somewhere else. I certainly hope not...
And then, I didn't look at anyone in particular as I was speaking but I caught grim expressions from a few seniors. I was hoping to hear from them after the service but they didn't come by and it would be weird for me to approach them about it. I guess, while I appreciate affirmation, I also look forward to hear feedback and pointers from them, if there was anything unclear that I hadn't brought the message across for the target audience. I had initially wanted the non-YAs to hear about it and be blessed by it.
Perhaps I should watch the video and evaluate.
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